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As I look back at the past, through countless pictures, memories, and feelings, I realized that I’ve changed so much. But that’s not what this is about, this is about the present.

I…

Feel the need to be sad. Is that terrible? I need someone to miss, to dwell on, to get angry over.  Lately I’ve been really happy, I don’t know what to do with my thoughts, things have been going really good.  It just doesn’t seem right. There is no one I’m needing to be with me right this instant.  I forget what that feeling of pure estasy is when finally that person is within my reach.  The pain and anger from not being with them is totally forgotten…

I don’t understand my thoughts.